Incompetence

"Don't just be somebody, do something." Shelley at Epic.

I learnt many things at church today...

1. I need to practice praying. O.o The words don't flow as well as they should. I attempted to pray for a girl's grandmother who just got surgery for cancer. 
2. I'm socially awkward. I trip over my words and blabber like an idiot.
3. I strongly dislike pity. It makes me feel small and incompetent and childish. Please, don't give me that look, like you know everything, have everything and I'm just a little 5-year-old girl putting on make up and dressing up in her mother's dresses, trying to fit in where she doesn't. Sure, I do feel like that sometimes, but you don't have the right to make me feel like that.
4. I like people who don't pretend to be what they're not. Maybe that's why I don't like myself sometimes. Huh.

Okayy. That was just me being me. She's actually a really nice person. It was just the way she reacted to that situation that rubbed me the wrong way. Or maybe I'm just jealous. GAH.

16 already? 

Erica.

P.S I got mistaken for a uni student for the first time in EVER. -gasp- But I don't think it's legit. And he thought I knew everybody. LOL. How wrong can one be? I'm socially awkward and unsociable, remember?