Yesterday night, in spite of the singing, dancing, laughing, chatting, nail-painting, video-watching, hair-curling sleepover with Tess, Mavis and Megan the night before, I was feeling a greyish shade of blue. I'm sure sleep deprivation contributed. But anyway, here's what my mind concocted.
The less you care, the less you get hurt.
Lesson? Don't get emotionally attached.
In the heartbeat you do, the probability of pain sky-rockets.
Life is a pursuit of happiness and the avoidance of pain.
The secret? Simple. Don't care. Don't let yourself care.
So what if you become someone with tearless eyes and feigned emotions?
You don't get hurt. No obsessive wonderings nor sinister thoughts wandering.
It's an act.
Depends on how well you pretend.
How convincing your script.
How realistic your mask.
I don't even know what I was thinking about. O.o
Me.
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