METHODS EXAM D:

Right.

In three days, I'll be sitting my methods 3&4 exam. Oh gosh. I know it's not the end of the world if I don't do well, but it'll feel like such a huge complete waste of all that time spent on studying and studying and studying. I know I haven't done as much as some, but still. And everyone seems to think I'm smarter, more hard-working, more disciplined than I actually am.

sigfspodghspiifgoaka. I feel like I'm getting worse with each paper.

STOP. Okay. Stopping with the negativeness. I'll jinx it. lol.

But yes, here's to the me after sitting for Paper 1 and 2 of the exam. Have some perspective. Don't get depressed even if you do horribly.

Oh who am I kidding. I'm going to be so very extremely upset if I don't get above a 40. But I don't know if I'm even capable of a 35. Gah. You get so much contradicting information, you really don't know what to expect. Well whatever score I get, I'll have tried my best. Because it isn't mentally possible (for me anyway) to do any more than I have. I think Or I'll turn my brain into complete mush and stress even more and have everything fly out of my head during the actual exam.

STOP. Gosh. I really am going to jinx myself.

But it's going to be awfully embarrassing if I do really badly when everyone thinks I'm going to pass with flying colours.

Sigh. Everyone should just not have any expectations. Myself included.

Keep calm and don't panic.
Hah. Sure.
Erica