Boy Trouble? LOL. no, not really.

So,

Ignoring my fatigue, I decided to go to watch "Life of Bliss" on Friday night. It was a WCC production and was so extremely sad. It was a combination of three different, rather inspiring, life stories based on real people. I actually teared up at one point, which is, if you know me, VERY rare. Then again, I always am more a lot more cry-able when I'm lacking sleep. Oh another thing, I went with Kim and Ben and Steph and Mish and Ivan. Which is why I can't for the world understand why people keep teasing me about Ben. Honestly, I think I'd know if someone liked me, unless I'm missing this 'sixth sense' that Daniel and Jessie tell me about. But no. My instincts say just friends. Good. Because in spite of all the 'I want to come first for someone for once' and 'I want to fall in love's, I don't think I'm emotionally prepared? To be honest, I just don't like thinking about it. Too much pain, potential hurt and insecurities for my awkward-around-boy-minded brain. Sigh. I'll just revert to my motto, if it's meant to happen, it'll happen. :) But I keep getting this nagging feeling that if I don't do anything, I'll just stay alone forever.

Then on Saturday, it was Christina's birthday lunch at Noodle Kingdom. I had to leave early to get to Alliance Francaise! I was a finalist again. Heh. Thanks to 5 amazing weeks with the Meignen's. Stepped into the room and although I spoke relatively basic French (didn't use much subjunctive or pronouns or colloquialisms); I thoroughly enjoyed myself. French seems to be the one thing I am genuinely extremely passionate about right now. J'aime bien parler en français à la folie! I just love it; the language, the people, the culture, the FOOD. :P 

Then we rushed to church. Our row on the top left balcony has grown immensely. I think it's all the WCC kids who crashed and just filled it up. I hadn't heard a sermon for aaages because of Roar, and this time it was about the Holy Spirit. Someone I don't call upon often enough, seeing as he's supposedly the closest to me and would be able to help me the most. :S After church, dad & mum hung around forever. So I was stuck talking to Phillip. Apparently he's a real um. What's the word? "Ladies man"? O.O Idk. To me, he just seems like a really nice guy. But after all I've heard, I felt like I was being played, a little; like the whole 'nice guy' thing was a strategy. I'm supposed to take people at face value, and at face value, he was just a nice person! 

I need to stop listening to what people say about other people. It's not a very good practice...
Erica