I am not 100% sure of the details, but from what I do know is that pettiness still happens as adults. I thought people grow out of all that, for lack of a better word, meanness. Apparently it's not just teenagers who hold petty grudges, whisper behind backs and exclude. Huh. Dear future Erica, please make sure you are not as immature as that.
Not that I can say, with absolute certainty, that I don't do that now. In fact, I think I do do it to a certain extent. So I shall stop. So it doesn't grow and become a horrible habit that hurts people. Then I'll be all alone and friendless. Not that that's the only reason. It's wrong. >< eheh.heh.heh. Yes yes, I'm quite selfish sometimes. Which is why I try to make myself do good things and to be a good person by making up selfish reasons that would convince my overly inward focused self to be nice. Does that make sense? D: Because I do want to be a good person.
Meh. Life's too complex to figure out.
Meh. Life's too complex to figure out.
OH. I watched this video. It encompasses a whole lot of my childhood memories in Malaysia.
Nostalgia: A sentimental longing for the past, typically with happy personal associations.
Erica
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