Tired

I'm tired.

I don't know if I can do it anymore. Physically, mentally, emotionally just. Tired. Everything seems to take up more effort than it usually does. Smiling, pretending everything's okay, being cheerful.

Then again, the alternative seems to be harder. Explanations, maybe tears, and the probable lack of understanding. No one would understand.

So I go out there, act, feel better for a bit, then return feeling empty yet again. Drained.

Some things that seemed to important become insignificant now. Me placing importance on those things seems childish now. Oh idk. It's all about perspective.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIkk2icOpHQ
'Breathe by He is We' a song I came across the other day.

In need of a life purpose.
Oh wait no. I have one. To study for exams. Ugh.
Me.