It's been a long day.
A badly done 3 hour exam. A humbling reality check.
I scraped off the brightly coloured paint to take a long, hard look at the rusting metal underneath. It wasn't pretty. I wasn't pretty. Not that the painted surface was particularly appealing anyway. It was the wrong shade, a little too glossy, the colour of plastic toys. It had been appropriate for a certain period in the past, but now it just looked outdated. So what now? Time to search for some new colours maybe.
I was definitely pushing it at Lifegroup tonight. All I wanted to do was crawl into bed and stay there for a week. That's still all I want to do. But sometimes, you have to do what you don't feel like doing. That's what responsibility is, right? Maturity... Right?
Having said that, there were silver linings. The girls are bonding-ish. I feel like Eden really needs a solid group of girl friends and and we're heading in the right direction. :)
I need to stop comparing. It is depressing. It's probably just an off day though.
Trying to read between the lies.
Me.
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