All Over The Place

Lately,

In the past week, I've been from euphoric, to melancholic, to just stoned and emotionless. What the heck man. I mean, not much has been really happening. Not really anything major. But my emotions are just all over the place. I'm super optimistic one day, and completely negative another. I don't even get how I'm feeling half the time.

It's annoying the sanity out of me.

I think I need to constantly be in someone's company, around people, or at least doing something. Otherwise, I'm stuck alone with my brain. The brain that has a talent for thinking too much. Gah. It's probably the reason why I'm trying to keep myself busy.

Btw, when you ask a friend 'How are you?' and the reply is 'I'm terrible.' How in the world are you supposed to respond?! My answer was 'Do you wanna talk about it?' No response after that.

I feel like I've somehow disappointed myself and the friend. I can see where he's coming from. I mean, I don't know him well at all. I wouldn't go spilling all my personal problems to someone I didn't know well. He probably finds me annoying asking questions. But still. What am I supposed to do?! Nothing?! I can't just do nothing. But I guess I will be doing just that. Nothing.

Clueless,
Erica